inLUST ; weTRUST

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

``_____.*speechless.#

sigh, aftr sch went to Orchard wif huini and laoda, shp till siao lors...budden i nva buy aniithng la...actualii mood nt verii gd dee, den tot go shppin can make myslf beta, budden doesn't seem like it...

well...infact, i've gt so manii thngs to say, bt, wen eva i hear u, i bcame speechless. u nva even bother to ask, well, since u nva even bthr to ask, den y shld i even b bothered to say`? well, i guess i realii have to live by myslf alreaii...cos thngs jus doesn't seem to go my way...

i'll learn to take evrythng as it is, nva try to change it. i shld strt practisin to b a mute...yaas, i thnk i shld...i shld stp botherin abt ppl and evry1 shld like stp bothering abt mii at d same time...u live ur life and i live mine...

i tried to smile all d time, bt are dos smiles genuine`? well...i dunnoe, i dun understand y do i have to put up wif all dis, y do i choose to smile wif evry1 and den cry alone`? is der realii sum1 out der which can truely understand my feelings`? dos feelings tt sumtimes even cause my imagination runnin wild`? i guess i've gotta cry myslf to slp to nite again...can anii1 hlp mii frm these slpless nitex`? i jus wanna live my life simple, i dun ask for aniithngs much, is tt realii so hard to achieve`? dis feelin inside is killing mii`!!! i'd realii rather feel d pain physically den mentally`!!!

1:13 AM Z

☠theLADY

``_____.*g3rl.#
1st cry : 24 Oct 1988
Status : single and not avail
Job title : PA

EMPTYheart
while you gave her roses, you gave me torns.
While all she did was smile, all i did was mourn.
While she was happy, i was blue.
Cause while you were loving her...i was loving you...='(

你已经有她就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做